Oh my, I never meant to stop writing on my greenest blog. I thought about it sometimes, but there was too much stories going on in my life and somehow I’d rather save it for my own. Plus, After the last time I wrote here, I had been kidnaped by some heavy tasks at uni, including the thesis for my bachelor degree. Good news : I made it!

When I opened my dashboard, I noticed there are some comments on my pages. Thanks a lot for commenting! I promised to make part two of german learing : Deutsch lernen and I’m gonna make it soon

Lot’s of things happened in 2009, that I was so down making my thesis which once refused by my teachers and I had to make another one, started allover again. After I made it, everything went well, I graduate with score I can proud of ^^. In august 2009 came Geraud, I wrote sometimes about him in my previous posts. It was great, we had trips to some cities and islands in Indonesia. Yup! There were soo many stories to write, and we did! check out our blog about Geraud’s 7 weeks in Indonesia : www.kopisusuindonesia.wordpress.com

Well, in early 2010 I started working in Bali for a german family as an au-pair, and I had such a great times with the family and especially the kids. Thats an experience I would like to share After 3 months in Bali I went back home in Surabaya and planned to go to France in june. Sadly things didn’t work well, it’s about the visa. Hmm, let’s see if I can make it in July!

Well, welcome back to my green blog ^^ don’t hesitate to contact me at amanda.rengganis@yahoo.de and visit also my other blog : www.rengganisme.blogspot.com

Have a good day!

It was Me.Mom.Cousin.Tante.and a Driver. Dad was in Jogjakarta. Brother had many things to do. Perfect lol. We went there at 6. No Traffic jam along the road near mud-flood-area. Fresh Morning. Hmm..!

First place we visited was house of Oma Burnama. She was my mom’s Nanny looong time ago . I love her house. Green. Flowers. Fruits. Green. Greener..more Greener..!

Then i was surprised by a cute creature. Brenda. She is white as snow!

Yeah. I was confused with here t-shirt. Why it must be “I love dog soccer”!

After hugging Brenda i went into the house, had yummy Breakfast.

*Left to right : Oma Burnama, Tante Yayan, Amanda, Niken

*Mom enjoying a glass of Fanta on terrace.

Yup. Had some relax there. Picked some mangos. And we’re going to other fam House. It’s my mom’s aunty house. Been long never been there. Missed them. Forgot to take pics in the house. But we went then to yummy Resto. The famous Bakso President. Yumm-O!

* Rara my other cousin, Tante ,  Me, Niken. Where’s mom? She took the pic haha.

Oh. Forgot. I met another cute creatures. It was dog. Now cats! Love cats more than dogs. But dogs are more friendly. Yeah they are.

They are Angus the Brown and Dennis the White. Miawwww…..

Then it became hotter in Malang. Don’t know why. Malang is always cold. Effect of global warming? maybe also the mud-flood. There suddnely i wanted so bad the Gula-Gula. Hmm u’ll see what i mean..

Cousin said , “Ah, you’ll gain your weight!” Hmm. Maybe. But i gain this man’s money haha. Anyway, i love gula-gula so much!

Then time went so fast. Go Home. Back to Hot city Surabaya. Was bit raining. We went to bakpao Telo. Why? Its related to my fave color. ))

It’s a place where u can see anything made form cassava. The purple one. I found it cool coz u can even try Bakpao. Bakpia, Ice cream, Juiice, Pizza.. hmm all made from Cassava.

*Me enjoying Bakpao Telo (cassava bakpao) *The cassava ice cream!

Well.. Nice day in Malang. Short trip. A piece of Happiness of meeting family. animals. ))

It was raining on the way back. Cold Night. Took me to face the next busy week coming ahead…

Tschuessi!!!

No meaning. Just a piece of proud. I am me. Jelousy wrapped when they walk like cat.

Aku. Kaki besarku. Telah berjalan jauh. Melewati keindahan alam. Mungkin mereka belum pernah. Ha, aku sudah.

Me. My big legs. Walked so far. Through the beauty of nature. Maybe they dont. Ha, i did.

*Terkadang tidak PD dengan kakiku. Pacarku bilang kakiku besar. Jauh lah sama para kucing betina itu. Hehe, tapi kakiku yang membawa tubuhku. menopang seluruh panca inderaku. Mengarungi indahnya eropa. Jelek, Cantik*

Sekarang aku yakin akan suatu rencana. Semua telah tertulis. Rapi. Seakan dengan huruf latin, saling berurutan dan tanpa hapus.

Jangan tanya lagi. Kalau bicara soal rindu, nanti aku tertawa. Menahan airmata, maksudnya.

Memang bintang kita tak pernah saling peluk. Yang ada perbedaan.

Aku ingin dibawa lagi ke sana. Musim panas terindah. Seperti kamu bilang, “Ich moechte hier bleiben, fuer Ewigkeit”

Tapi saat ini aku hanya ingin bermimpi. Tak ingin kembali. Karena aku ingin segera dipelukmu lagi.

Putar jarum jam-mu lebih cepat, schatz. Sampai musim panas lagi.

Vermisse dich.

*Posing when cleaning the stage hehe. *joking while being tired to face tomorrow!.

I was dizzy to arrange my words. Wanted all to be perfect! . You guys were running  here and there. Argue. BEM voll mit uns! . Even i am not officially apart of the comittee, I have to admit it that i was so glad joining you guys. To make this event great. To satisfy our teachers. To be proud of ourselves.

To be the host with Joe, Vivi and Arum was a fun time. I had fun on the stage! Even if i had to be silly and look stupid lol. Well.. I lost my words..

We made it!!!! it was a great Deutsch Woche! Our story in on the newspaper!

Thanks for everyone there. xoxo

All the Comitte of 12.Deutsche Woche. We made it!!!!

Will put more pictures here. To be continue!!!

That day i wanted to leave. As i was angry. Summer was so kind. It warms me up. Sing out loud at the next days. Opening the door and let him in. I dont f**king care of what they said.  I opened page by page. It was wonderful. Very. Now that it is so unreached. You keep on touching me. Hey Adam of mine. Weird. Strange. Different. Unique. It is Eve.

Je suis fou, avec ou sans toi. Maybe you are too.

Thanks Homeworks, for keeping me awake at night, and getting up so early. Thanks Communication Philosophy book, for making my glasses hanging on my face for hours. Thanks Dad, for calling me everyday, and asking, “Is everything okay?”. Thanks Rain, for falling so hard in the middle of the night and waking me up!. Thanks Alarm, for schocking me everymorning, maybe soon i’ll have heart prob. Thanks Mensa, where i always have to wait for free seat and run when i see one. Why do people who just talking sitting there? Hello?? Someone is hugry here. Thanks My long hair, that i need more time to make you dry. Thanks Schatz, coz most of time we  talk at about 2am my time. Thanks Laptop, for making my fingers dancing tango on ur keyboards coz presentation tasks. Thanks Tourism class, for making me to be the program organizer and having headache.

Freeze bitte, Freeze Time! So i can at least lay down on my bed and listening to coldplay songs. To write on my diary. To dream about Berlin. To feed my turtle. To clean my shoes. To re-decorate my room.

When time making me so busy, trapped and tight hugged, I realise that i am lucky to do those activities. Coz i am healthy, coz i have ability, coz people care about me..

Tomorrow, im ready for another busy days! —-T_T—-

Bring mich wieder nach Berlin..

Leg mich auf der Strasse..

Wo ich dessen Nacht geniessen werde..

Wenn der Himmel kuess die Erde..

Geh ich zum schlafen.. unter meiner Decke.. und traeume von Indonesien..

Ruehr mich O Sonne.. Ziehe ich mich an und gehe an die Uni..

Wo ich meine Freunde treffen werde..

Frag mich bitte, mein Lehrer..

Hab’ schon versprochen, mein Deutschkenntnisse zu vermehren..

Gib mir Hausaufgabe..

Und ich sehe Sie morgen wieder..

Sag mir mal Schatz..

Was isst du heute? Etwas mit Kartoffeln?

Treff mich Ana, vielleicht gehen wie nach Arkaden..

Suesse T-shirts sind billig!

Faehr doch, S-Bahn.. von Alexanderplatz bis nach Tierpark..

Ich liebe dich, O kalte Wetter..

Wir reden uns, Ana.. Viel! Werden wir waermer..

Sei doch geoeffnet, Lidl..

Brauche die Choco Kissen, esse ich dann mit Milch..

Ruf mir bitte an, Andre..

Sag mal, was essen wir heute Abend?

Wieder Nasi Goreng? Oder Suppe? Was soll ich mitbringen?

Komm Leute! 7011, essen wir jetzt zusammen.

Annatoliy, komm! Geraud, komm mal.. bleib doch nicht so lange im Zimmer..!

Danke Andre, du hast sehr gut gekocht..

O Freunde! Was haben wir heute? Darf ich schlafen waehrend der Vorlesung?

Nein. Aber ich sehe doch viel!

Unter den Linden, hoerst du meine Schritte?

Meine fuese singen laut, Hej! Ich sehe Brandenburgertor!!!

Shisha.. O Shisha.. lass doch Annatoliy! Ich werde es jetzt probieren! *lache*

Na Andre! Sag doch nicht! Ich weiss es ist die letzte Woche..

Tanz!!! Dilyara! Machen wir naechstes Mal wieder eine Party? Augenblick..!

Wirst du mit mir Foto machen? Komm! 1..2..3, Meise Scheisse..

Tschuess Nisa!

Andre? Wo bist du? Ana, wo ist Andre?

Sein Zimmer ist leer, mein Bestfriend Andre.. warum gehst du so schnell? *weine*

Die Lippe sind trocken, kuess mich bitte Schatz.. mit dir werde ich nicht mehr traurig..

Ho, Samstag! Noch einmal Spazierengehen? Klar!

Geraud sagt, “Ueberaschung!” O Schatz!, liebe dieses Parfum! Danke!

Gute Nacht.

Ich werde nicht mehr weinen..

O Scheisse! Ist es wirklich schon Sonntag?

Komm Schatz! Wie gehen nach Tierpark U-Bahnhof!

*beep* Anna, Halo? Danke dir fuer alles! Ich hab dich so lieb!

Ich sehe dich.. ganz weit.. ganz ganz weit.. verlass mich Ana, werde dich wiedersehen!

Noch nicht oder, Schatz?

Kuess mich bitte noch einmal..

Ja Klar, Entfernung meint nichts.

Wo ist dein Smile? Genau, wir duerfen nicht weinen *laechele*

…”Nach Alexanderplaz”

Yo Schatz, arme mich um. Ganz warm. Ganz fest.

U-Bahn..

Ich sitze.. Ich sehe dich.. deine Augen.

“Komm, noch einmal” *kuess*

…”Zurueckbleiben, bitte.”

Ich hab dich gesehen.. Weit und mehr..

Ich weinte nicht. Nicht vor dir.

Freunde, bleib bitte im Herz..

*When I left Tierpark, best place filled by memories, I couldnt feel my steps.. I couldnt even hear the sounds of the people talking.. I kept going, to find the next train to Hauptbahnhof, and I left Berlin. Read his letter made me hardly cry, I smiled back and realise it was not an end, it was even a start, coz I reached something there, what i called ‘happiness’, Thanks Berlin. Hug me again today, even just as a dream*

]]> http://amandadeutsch.wordpress.com/2008/10/30/hug-me-berlin/feed/ 5 amandadeutsch s658389700_690119_1890 s658389700_697800_3734 s658389700_691272_795 s658389700_769483_7317 s658389700_697809_7562 http://amandadeutsch.wordpress.com/2008/10/24/unperfect-me/ http://amandadeutsch.wordpress.com/2008/10/24/unperfect-me/#comments Fri, 24 Oct 2008 23:46:03 +0000 amandadeutsch http://amandadeutsch.wordpress.com/?p=94 ]]> I love to be unperfect. As i look ugly sometimes with my glasses. Or my just woke up look. Unperfect me when i have acnes and feel not confident. I love to be unperfect. When i forgot doing my homeworks and i learn how to respect a teacher. Or when i fell asleep at class and realise how important it is to pay attention. I love to be unperfect that i had broken hearts. From it i learn how to control my feeling and not planning too much. Sometimes i become so lazy to help my mother. I needed my own time, mom. But i love you very much. Ow, i hate my hair when its so messy. Sometimes i had so bad hair as i wear helmet and its so hot inside that my hair are sweating. I did make wrong decisions sometimes. But from it i learn to be responsible. Many times i forgot where i leave my glasses. So i can not see anything which are far. I love to be unperfect. When i bought wrong bag and i still have to use it though. Coz it was my father’s budget. Well i learn to respect money and hardwork. I sometimes choose bad color of my clothes. I sometimes look like a clown or flower garden. I love to be unperfect when people think im weird coz im afraid with butterflies. From it they know that i am not “im not afraid of anything!!!”. My turtle, Schnell, im sorry if i forgot to feed you sometimes. From you i learn patience, how i want you to grow bigger and be with me everyday. I love to be unperfect.

Being Unperfect makes me feel truly a human being. It makes me realise that i am not the highest or prettiest. It makes me understand that i should not be arrogant as if i didnt need anyone. It makes me realise on loving people just the way they are. It makes me realise we are created to complete each other. It makes me realise from my unperfection i can find friends who accept me as i am. And don’t be afraid to be unperfect. Because you are not alone.

Amanda.